Colapso...

Ero qui...

not cause I deserve it...

pero aqui estoy...

amigos perdi y creo que otros obtuve...

la melancolia me acompanio...

no todo el tiempo pero el suficiente...

foglio tutte l´ attenzione che solo tu me sai dare...

la alegria...pues si tambien estuvo aqui...

dejaba sus huellas y las dejaba profundas...

solo asi pude vencer al odio...

a coldest air than winter´s was making me suffer...

pero ya se fue...

dejo una nube negra que veo de vez en cuando...

estara ay hasta que acepte que la soledad me ha dejado...

voglio miei amici!!!

nada mejor que superar algo con ellos...

and help them with their business...

los quiero....

espero que esten comingo en este anio...

supporting chocolate ice cream!!!

y aceptando mis locuras...

extranio a los viejos...

nunca los olvidare...

a los nuevos...

espero que duren un poco mas...

e tutta quella cosa e mia...

all the sweetness...

Y no la comparto!!!

con nadie mas...

I.

Thanks for make me feel the stronger feeling I´ve ever
felt...

I suffered, I know, being the only one loving is not a holy
thing...

I know from now on it would be different, I know you will
treat me different...

Anyway I love you, don´t worry I´ve started to stop it few
days ago...

Promise you it will stop soon enough, if it does not I´ll
start a denial...

I´ve loved those things we have in common , loved more those
that make us different...

Loved the way you show respect, loved how you play with your
tongue went you´re thinking...

Loved the similarity of yours and cats...

I´ve never imagined that I would be more than a friend of
yours...

Now I am your friend, if I am for real...that´s the only thing
I want from you...friendship...

May be you´ll feel weird, but you don´t have to, just be
yourself, eventhought you don´t know who you are...

Don´t worry about me... I will be just fine...just don´t try
to understand...

don´t try to not hurt my feelings ´cause it´ll make it worst
if you do...

just treat me as if nothing is happening...

I...

Lets say I'm just trying to be ok....I know it won't work but I'm desperate, I do have to try to forgive myself for hating you so much...why when every single thing in my life it's just fine you have to robe me the only thing that can make me feel miserable, yes, I'm talking about love, I hate to be in love, I hate feeling happines for no reason but that of seeing him, I'll lose myself I know, I'm losing my mind right now, I just want to be seen , but I cannot even try cause now he likes you and I like him, I am not that egocentric person I believe I am, not with him, I just want him to be happy, If you don't make him happy, I'll promise you...Your life will be worst than hell itself...Anyways I know you did not robe him from me...I never had him...I'm just so depress, get this...I'm not used to it...I'm afraid I'll hurt myself to relieve the pain... no I won't...I got the poin...this is love...but I do want to fall out of it...he IS amazing but he DOES want you not me...I know I feld like this once or twice, but this time it is stronger than ever, why do I of all ppl have to love him??? dunno, may be cause he need someone to talk to, may be cause I need someone to listen to...may be cause I need to forgive everyone, may be cause I need to forgive myself by forgiving you!!! I hate this drama life...I'm not in a damn movie!!! I like fantasies but I hate living one!!! I liked you once, I'm sorry, I can't help it...I'm hating you right now... And I hate that...I believe I hate so much...I had never hate till now... yes, I'm losing myself...I...